Looking inside

You see me here and there and you either think wow she is kind and caring and others say Blah who is she what has become of her!! Sometimes I even think What has become of me. But now I realize from grades and schools it might have been the change that I needed or a change that I didn't need I look at it and think hmm I wonder if i could ever change or is it good. So here is my schools and grades in school.
Preschool- Epworth Daycare
Kindergarden to 3rd-Massillon Christian
4th through 6th-Kingsway Christian
7th-??- Tuslaw Middle School
if you notice that from kindergarden to 6th i was in a Christian school and now I am in a public school.
But actually now I feel much better being in a public school so that is why i might act the way I act. I think that might be the key or it could just be a bad day like getting hit in the face with a dodgeball that happend today blah.
I look at my life and think I can make changes here and I coul have done this instead of this i know we all make mistakes but haven't you ever thought to look back at your life and point out places you could make diffrent i do that alot.I am not proud of that but i just think if i would have done the Christian way or been more Christ like then maybe my life would be diffrent and many people not all people but most would look at me and say hey she cares and is kind or this and that or something good. But when i think about it I really don't need that because I know it doesn't matter what people think.
So i say we should all look inside each other and ourselves what
we find and what we need to change in ourselves not pointing them out.
That's all I have to say Comment me!