Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Days

When you think about the days passing by and you look at the clock ticking and the months flying and years disolving we realize we don't have much time till that day hits, till that day comes and knocks you flat on your back and you look up and you wonder what happend and look around no one and nothing is there.
But we try and try to not think of these days and we try not to do anything about these days let them pass forget about let it disolve, but one of these days a day or hour or minute is going to knock you flat on your back and you'll never come back to realize what was the past.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

My Favorite Poem

My Favorite Thanksgiving poem:

More Than a Day
As Thanksgiving Day rolls around,It brings up facts,
quite profound. We may think that were poor, Feel like bums, insecure
But in truth , our riches astound.

We have friends and family we love; We have guidance from heaven above.
We have so much more than the sell in a store,
We're wealthy, when push comes to shove.

So add up your blessings; I say; Make Thanksgiving last more than a day.
Enjoy what you've got;
Realize it's alot;
And you'll make all your cares go away.
By-Karl Fuch

Looking inside

You see me here and there and you either think wow she is kind and caring and others say Blah who is she what has become of her!! Sometimes I even think What has become of me. But now I realize from grades and schools it might have been the change that I needed or a change that I didn't need I look at it and think hmm I wonder if i could ever change or is it good. So here is my schools and grades in school.
Preschool- Epworth Daycare
Kindergarden to 3rd-Massillon Christian
4th through 6th-Kingsway Christian
7th-??- Tuslaw Middle School
if you notice that from kindergarden to 6th i was in a Christian school and now I am in a public school.
But actually now I feel much better being in a public school so that is why i might act the way I act. I think that might be the key or it could just be a bad day like getting hit in the face with a dodgeball that happend today blah.
I look at my life and think I can make changes here and I coul have done this instead of this i know we all make mistakes but haven't you ever thought to look back at your life and point out places you could make diffrent i do that alot.I am not proud of that but i just think if i would have done the Christian way or been more Christ like then maybe my life would be diffrent and many people not all people but most would look at me and say hey she cares and is kind or this and that or something good. But when i think about it I really don't need that because I know it doesn't matter what people think.
So i say we should all look inside each other and ourselves what
we find and what we need to change in ourselves not pointing them out.
That's all I have to say Comment me!

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Change

When I was little I heard of speakers say they went the wrong path and they used to follow God but they got on the wrong path and now they are on the right path and just a few years ago maybe around 3rd or 4th grade I started thinking that won't happen to me I am a Christian so that can't happen to me I can't get on the wrong path I won't be saying these things to children!! One reason why I thought that would never happen to me is becase most of the speakers went to a public school and I have been in a private school all my life and now i go to a public school and during this summer I started transitioning into the person those speakers used to be. Now I know how they felt and just Friday night I was thinking when I went a step to far when I said something to my friend and then she asked me something about what I had said and I had realized that since I was so used to talking like that to my friends at school that I had forgotten that I also have friends that are not used to that side of me and when I saw my friends expression when I said that it made me think it was time to change from all these things I have become. The next day Saturday i went that night to the Church the middle school blow out and when the speaker was demonstrating everything we sin and all our lies our languege and every sin that we do with a glass a water it realy told me to go to God and ask Him to change my life from what I had said to my one friend to take that sin and shame from me and to start a fresh path to Him. That same Saturday night I texted a friend and told them that the speech that speaker had made had made me change who I am!!