Lost once again

I don't know where I am.
What has happend to us.
I am confused.
What do I do?
I need help.. I cant take it..
Can someone take me and talk to me just as a friend and help me?
I am sorry..
How could I screw my life up so bad..
What can i do? Please, Oh Please someone help me!
I can't take it anymore!!
I want this life to be over..
Now I am really confused why i can't deal with it..
Again i plead no i beg on my knees:
Please oh please help me..