Memories

Sometimes I wonder in my head what will happen, what did happen and ,what is going on right now? Have you ever wondered if your life is going to end today or will it end tomorrow or did it all ready end?
I don't remember what happend but all that I know is that I don't want that to happen again.
Sometimes I wonder why and how did I forget what I forgot.
Where are you I am wondering where you are. Have you ever wondered like this these things? I know I do my life is filled with things like these.
Most of the time I don't remember other things that are good.
All the good memories my friends and family say to me and ask don't you remeber that? I shake my head and say sorry I don't.
The only memories I can remember now are all the bad ones all the ones that caused this family pain and the paain they caused me.
There is only one memory I can remember and that memory is good.
Whenever I have a good time the next day when the good day is over I feel like that good day was never there. Thats what i don't like is that my memory is only so young yet i can not comprehend that fantastic day. Can you remember the good memories?