Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Yes to my life.

Straight forward here.
Yes I cut.
Yes I have Bi-Polar Disorder.
Yes I have many problems.
Yes I hate my life.
Yes I was suicidal
Yes I want to hurt people, who anger me.
Yes I never want to live with my mom.
Yes I would live wiht my Dad.
Yes my parents are getting divorced.
Yes my mom is an alchohalic.
Yes my mom smokes.(cigarettes)
Yes my mom cut her self before.
Yes my mom is messed up.
Yes my mom is having an affair with my dad.
Yes my dad is annoying at some points.
Yes i love my dad.
Yes my dad believes in God.
Yes my dad loves me.
Yes my dad loves and cares for my mom.
Yes my mom says "we don't care or love her"
Yes my dad is the only adult i trust.
Yes I have trust issues.
Yes my mom is not the greatest.
Yes my mom made me meet the guy she's having an affair with.
Yes I hated it.Yes I do want my parent's to get divorced, beccause I hate seeing my dad suffer.
Yes.
Yes.
Yes..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Love <3

I love you.
Robbie W. Johnston is my life :]
He makes me smile, he makes me life.
His personality is everything I could ask :]
He's had some hard times, recently ..
I know everything there is to know about him.
He knows everything about me.
Our relationship is full of life and happiness[:
No secrets between us, we are 100% honest with each other, and I love it :]
I got back off of my feet from being killed by the break-up of my ex and I ..
'but, Robbie is the only reason for that :]
iloveyou<3
Foreer and Always :]